Thoughts #3

As time tick by, I can't help but wonder what now. I miss you very much, indeed, that I do. Nothings the same without you here. It just seems very different. Hurry and come back, I'll be waiting..

<3

I miss you Anh.

Thoughts #2

Sitting here, currently listening to fruit's basket song on my xanga.

I don't know. I guess I understand this is how he feels, when I'm at school or out. There are too many thoughts can run through a person's mind. Sad ones, happy ones, or even .. lonely ones.

He'll be gone for a few days, but I feel like a piece of me is missing more then it already is. It reminds me of when he moved to Georgia, or when I escaped away to Vietnam for 3 weeks. Memories of how great it felt to be in contact at least with one person you love. Especially the one you love most is special.

I honestly envy many couples, who have the chance to embrace their lover, or just to see their love smile. I still have to wait. While others abuse and destory what little or any love that can be created between two human beings. I can't tell him enough, how much I love him each day. Even when we're together and spending time. I miss him dearly. I know when we'll be together in each other embrace and I'll have my head on his chest catching his fragile heartbeats. I'll still miss him. Because...
Ilovehim.

Thoughts #1 (5/5/09)

Have you ever thought that your life will turn out a certain way? You're sure that you'll get this or not? Well, indeed I think every human feels that way. Have you ever been bashed and accused of something? Even though you're the victim? Well, again I bet at some point any of us, have felt that way.

Anyways, I'm pretty much sick and tired of running into things, I don't want to deal with. Especially people that think they're the time of day. Sorry to inform you, but you're not the topic of my life. So. Fall back. All I can personally say is, it's been badluck ever since Saturday -.-. Seriously, I need a break, life is stressing me out if I have to deal with petty things.

But yeah, my day has been very long and tiring. Not sleeping soon as usual. I need to finish my photography stuff soon. I have the walk for hope this Saturday. My calender is listed on my damn myspace. So, if anyone happens to run into me, please, I can personally say. " I was here first." It takes patiences and control. Either I become the bigger person and play nice, or become the monster that certain indiviuals claim me as. Oh, I'll enjoy being the b*tch too.

But yeah, I miss him lots, :/. Hubby is sick :[ lol, hopefully he'll feel better soon. I just hate that I'm missing another weekend to do school related stuff. And not be with him. Good thing summer is coming up, I'm really over school. College needs to come soon. I can stress then. Anyways time to finish up homework, and read for class then bed.

Nights,
Thuy a.k.a Angel

The SAT (5/2/09)

I can't express how tired I really am. I woke up at 4 something in the morning, and the first thing came flashing to my mind is the SAT. The test was long, the minutes that passed by was longer. I mean really even till now I can't breath regularly. The anixety keeps building on me, now that I'm waiting for the test score. I saw Cindy and friends from school. That was well. Otherwise today has been a bad day.



"It's like flipping through old journals, skimming through old pictures. They're all faded." - Thuy